The feeling of being so physically exhausted after reaching your limit of ahat your body can handle and then pushing your mind mentally so you can keep processing and staying awake days on end working hard non stop, I feel that way too often, maybe I push myself too much but it never feels like enough, I wish my body was not contained by this mortal being that I am. I want to do more but sometimes I can't do it all.
I feel exhausted, mentally and physically.
Tuesday, April 26, 2016
Physically and Mentally tired
Restlessness
It seems too often these days that I find myself awoken by my own dreams. Either by death, shock or struggle, they jumpstart my heart and conscious into being set into the day. All I want is a good night's rest so my body and mind can heal but what do you do when it doesn't let you?
Monday, April 25, 2016
Sunday, April 24, 2016
First Day of Junior Firefighting Academy
Thursday, April 24th. 2016
I started my first day of training at the Junior Fire Academy. It was the most grueling, physically demanding, enlightening, and fun experience I have had and I cannot wait till next Thursday to do it all again.
The amount of physical training definitely took a toll on my body physically. To the point that I had an adthma attack at the end and my nose was bleeding from the heat. The training involved lots of cardio intensive exercises and learning some life saving skills. Among other things we learning honor and respect. I gained a newfound understanding for the firefighters of my city.